Scongiuriamo contro....

Scongiuramo contro la cattiva sorte,
Scongiuriamo contro la sfortuna
Scongiuriamo contro la possibilità che lui si dimentichi
Scongiuriamo contro la possibilità che mi dia buca
Scongiuriamo contro qualsiasi cosa che possa andare storto
Scongiuriamo contro la possibilità che non provi interesse per me
Scongiuriamo contro la possibilità che io nn trovi il vestito adatto a me
Scongiuriamo contro qualisiasi cosa
Perchè ci tengo da morire a questo appuntamento
Perchè questa volta c'ho un batticuore senza motivo
E questo non mi succede mai!
Scongiuriamo, e dita incrociate

Je ne sais pas

Il y a des mots qui me gène des centaines de mots des milliers de rengaines qui ne sont jamais les mêmes

Comment te dire je veux pas te mentir tu m'attires et c'est la que ce trouve le vrai fond du problème

Ton orgueil tes caprices tes baisers des délices tes désirs des supplices je vois vraiment pas où ça nous mènes

Alors, on se raisonne c'est pas la fin de notre monde
Et à tord on se questionne encore une dernière fois

Je ne sais pas comment te dire j'aurais peur de tout foutre en l'air de tout détruire
Un tas d'idées à mettre au clair depuis longtemps
Mais j'ai toujours laissé derrière mes sentiments

Parfois je me dis que j'ai tors de rester si passive mais toi tu me regarde moi je te dévore
Et c'est parfois trop dur de discerner l'amour
Mon ami mon amant mon amour et bien plus encore

Alors, on se raisonne c'est pas la fin de notre monde
Et à tord on se questionne encore une dernière fois

Je ne sais pas comment te dire j'aurais peur de tout foutre en l'air de tout détruire
Un tas d'idées à mettre au clair depuis longtemps
Mais j'ai toujours laissé derrière mes sentiments
(x 2)

je te veux toi avec défaut et tes problèmes de fabrications
je te veux toi j'veux pas un faux pas de contrefaçons
j'veux pas te rendre pour prendre un autre
j' veux pas te vendre pour une ou deux fautes
je veux tes mots je veux ta peau c'est jamais trop
je te veux plus changer ta vie qui veut un autre un peu plus joli
je ne veux pas je ne veux plus jamais voulu
et puis t'es qui j'te connais pas t'as du rêver ce n'était pas moi
mes confusions tu les connais laissons tomber

comment te dire j'aurais peur de tout foutre en l'air de tout détruire
Un tas d'idées à mettre au clair depuis longtemps
Mais j'ai toujours laissé derrière mes sentiments

Je ne sais pas comment te dire j'aurais peur de tout foutre en l'air de tout détruire
Un tas d'idées à mettre au clair depuis longtemps
Mais j'ai toujours laissé derrière mes sentiments
(x 2)

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You have got to be fucking kidding me

So close I can taste it

It's so close I can taste it.  So close. I've wanted lots of things in my life, and this is one of them.  I can't stop looking at my phone, I can't stop thinking about it, I can't pause and think about anything else.  I'm dancing around the house, and smiling like an idiot :-)
I feel like a kid who's in a field and spinning around and around, and nothing has even happened yet...but it's so close I can feel it, I can taste it, I am.... happy. And even if maybe it's all in my head, these moments of euphoria are... wonderful :) And he is wonderful.

Batticuore

Batticuore
Mi ha trovato.. mi ha cercato ed alla fine mi ha trovato, senza numero di cellulare, senza contatto facebook...ma in qualche modo mi ha trovato!
Non ho parole, solo un batticuore pazzesco che mi sta stampando un sorriso enorme in faccia :-)
Erano secoli che non mi sentivo così, che scossa elettrica che mi sta prendendo! ^_^

Damn it!

Damnnnnnnn it!!!!!
Dammmmmmn it damn it damn it damn it damn it!!!!
I met a guy Saturday night.  And it was the first time in my life that I've ever thought that I liked EVERYTHING about this guy, and so very unlike me , I thought "wow, I could see myself with a guy like him"
He is very good looking - Blond hair, light blue eyes that light his face up, oh my God - his eyes are AMAZING. He's athletic and in shape.  He's also got a very sweet way of doing things, very helpful, smart and nice. Sure of himself. Laughs easily and ..wow, his smile.
And he liked me! That's the cherry on top!
We kept taking advantage of little moments to touch each other's hands, to touch each other's arms, ..little things.  And we just really get on, things simply clicked! How often does that happen???

We were at the beach , nighttime, and he and I were standing on the sand, with the little waves tickling our feet.. at one point we fall into that fantastic moment that comes just before a first kiss.  We're standing close to each other, and he suddenly stops looking at me and he says "You know Fede really likes you... and Fede is my friend. So because of that I can't do what I really want to do right now."

oh come on.......
I told him that I've already told Fede that I'm not interested... that he's only a friend.  Damn it, the guy who seems to have so many of the things that I'm looking for is actually saying no to me for this reason?? Honorable, yes, a good friend, yes... but DAMN IT ... damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it!!!
I hardly recognized myself , I never fall for guys this fast!! And in such a sure way, without any buts... damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it!!  I really like him.. and I think we'd make a good team.
Damn it, seriously.  It's been a while that I've really WANTED a guy, and really LIKED a guy..... damn it, I can't believe this.

Summer happiness

Buone notizie
Amici, amici amici amici, evviva gli amici
evviva il mio nuovo lavoro a Padova,

evviva il corso Celta a Verona

evviva!
Grazie mille karma

era proprio questo che intendevo

ed ora

vacanze erasmus!!
Io, Lauri e Giuli!
Bello, 

rilassante

festa

chiacchierare

mare.....Senigallia!
E poi ad Agosto...Stoccolma con Cate!
Quest'estate mi piace, 

mi entusiasma 

mi entusiasmo

oggi ho ascoltato una canzone 

che mi ha lasciato un segno nel cuore

come tutte le canzoni

nulla di più e nulla di meno

ma speciale 

che mi ha fatto sorridere

ed in queste giornate estive, fatte di sole, amici e piscina

e buone notizie

io continuo a sorridere

e non nulla potrà andare storto :-)